Not often am I left without words or opinions. But here I am. I think I’m over possessive. But I don’t care. I don’t care because I care too much. I care too much about something that means more than this world to me. And if this is the only thing that I care about, so much so that it pains me, then I must really care about it. And I do. I don’t lie.
I don’t know why those that were think that they have an option to walk back into something they were part of, but aren’t anymore. There is no option. And there is just one road out – the dead end road. It’s only a matter of time before my patience runs out and my wrath knows no bounds if brought about in a manner I do not like. I’m not scared of destroying another life to protect mine; it’s the survival of the fittest and the law of tooth and claw, showing no mercy. For you my friend, hell awaits.
Sometimes I feel like people test me because they think I don’t understand these things, but I do. I’m too far gone into insanity to be sane and I really don’t care. I can walk away from everything I have and not care a damn. But there is one thing I care about and I will never walk away from it. I will protect it like the territorial tiger, without emotion, sympathy or feeling. There is never any good that comes from doing good unto others – how often have I experienced that…
When you take on a brave new world, you leave the world as you know it behind. Otherwise you can never live in a brave new world; instead you fall into the spaces between.
Call me what you will – a territorial asshole or an unfeeling brute, but the truth of the matter is I really don’t give a shit about anything that was, all that matters today is what is and what will be…and if I cannot change the past, I will change today and tomorrow…
Before I leave you, let me say that I am the menace in your eyes, the one you can’t escape…you may pray to your god to help but my strength is no match for him…blowing holes in your head is what’s stirring my aggression…
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